Life can be very interesting sometimes, there are landmarks everywhere telling us what we need to change in our lifes, these landmarks may be friends, family or even strangers but most times, we seem no to pay attention or even notices these landmarks, some landmarks may be so obvious and yet we ignore it and go our way.
Sometimes the landmarks even develop mouths and start shouting but to us its a deaf thing opening its mouth wide.
Some people never, I say never get to respond to what the landmarks tell them and they end up destroying their lives but some, few I think respond to these landmarks and it like their world just goes in a 360 degrees direction.
God thank you for the landmarks, but also thanks you for hearing those "I want to change" voices saying God please help me, you oh God change our lives and you keep changing it. Thank you
My experience is like that of a young man that has grown to be a lone ranger, just love to do this by himself, feeling humbled no proud to ask other people for favour, always fears the word NO or rejection, he even believes that I got to do you a favour before I have the right to ask you for one, self reliance attitude, he loves people but he thinks it will be great if he does not need them funny :) this attitude has even reflected in the way he relates with his creator, his relationship with God is based on I got to deserve it before you give to me I got to please Him before He does it, thinking He does what he does because of what I do or I am doing :) God can do or not do, He works by His purpose and word.
But My story changed when an answer to a prayer for change occured, and my eyes were opened and I now know to live this way is a sin of self relinace (against trusting completely in God Prov 3), the sin of pride and living to please people :)
Now that I have understanding, my journey into knowing more and changing begins........
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